OMG, It’s finally here!!!! Thanks so much to all of you who pre-ordered a paperback or eBook. The paperbacks are still slightly delayed due to Covid, but I should hopefully get them tomorrow. They are in the local AusPost facility where they have been all day.
With any new release, it’s always interesting sitting back and reading the reviews as they come through. While I always engage with beta readers before publishing to ‘test drive’ the story, the opinions from the public domain are always so different. These people are reading for fun, not because they have to provide feedback to the writer. I’ve already had three reviews for BtG, and I almost teared up as I read them.
This book is different. Sure, it’s a romance, but it’s so much more than a typical romance. It contains a number of ouch themes, which I think I handled rather well:
* Mental health
* Childhood abuse
* Toxic relationships
I am so proud of this book. It is way different compared to Catalogue of Disaster; I want each of these books to be separate stories that can be read alone, with no pressure for the reader to read them in order. Where CoD is short, a quick-fire romance, BtG is slow and drawn out over several years, and delves deep into the characters and story.
Unfortunately, due to life being an arsehole, I had to cancel my editor appointment in December for The Darkest Realm. I’m still stuck on 31k words, and once again I hate it. It’s not moving at the pace I’d like, nor is it going where I wanted it. It needs a LOT of work on fleshing out the back stories and getting it right. I know some fans are waiting for book 2, but I want to write something they will love.
I have a few ideas for more Marsden Park books, but at the moment I’m in a slight slump. My muse is broken and my inspiration escaped out of the door before I could close it in time. But those who read my post on writer’s block will know that I am not giving up, I’m just approaching it from a different angle until I get things right.
Anywho, that’s all for the moment. I’m off on leave soon for a week, so watch this space for a travel blog 😀
I’ve been holding off from posting until I had all of this finalised… Behind the scenes, I’ve been quietly working on updating Catalogue of Disaster to iron out a few wrinkles. A refresh of the cover to bring it in line with Beneath the Grandstand and The Marsden Park Series, and some changes to the manuscript itself to make some of the parts clearer than before.
If you purchased the ebook from the ‘Zon, you should be able to refresh your Kindle content and get the updates pushed to your device. On iPhone with the Kindle app, swiping down and releasing will refresh your library. If you get stuck, email me.
With the remaining copies I have in stock of the original CoD, I have reached out to a group who provides books to homeless people. Hopefully I can donate the copies to distribute to the homeless for free. Otherwise, I will find somewhere to donate them that helps minorities in some way 🙂
In other news…..I have finally finished Uni for the rest of the year. I am well behind my deadline for writing The Darkest Realm, but don’t despair! If necessary, I will have to push back the release for a couple months. If that’s the case, I will get my editor to work through The Lowest Realm and help me polish it. The original editor I hired for that book did not serve me well….but we live and we learn! I was a new author back then, and three books later, I now know what I’m doing, and have met some amazing people along the way who have taught me so so much.
And finally… I did a thing! I entered Beneath the Grandstand in the American Bookfest Awards! I honestly don’t know how I’ll go, but I have so much love for this story, I would like to think it could at least become a finalist. But who knows, that’s for the judges to decide.
The official launch is in 15 days, so if you haven’t already, make sure you pre-order Beneath the Grandstand to secure your copy 🙂
To celebrate the upcoming release of Beneath the Grandstand, I am offering a limited offer on paperbacks. Between now and Nov 1, if you pre-order Beneath the Grandstand, you will get Catalogue of Disaster for 1/2 price – $9.98!
To take advantage of this offer, simply go to the SHOP and add both books to your cart. Use coupon code MarsdenPark! to receive a discount of $9.97 off your total. Both books will be shipped when Beneath the Grandstand becomes available late October.
To purchase the eBook version, click HERE
I’m sure everyone is sick of me posting this all over my social media channels. But this Sunday I’ll be doing a live video of the cover and title reveal. To say I’m excited is an understatement – I have never done an official reveal of this caliber before. It is also my first ever live video, so to be completely honest, I am also shitting myself!
Originally I was going to host via Facebook Live, but I felt that would be exclusionary for those without Facebook. Therefore I will be hosting via Zoom, so people can jump on from any platform. For those who aren’t tech savvy: you will need to download the Zoom app on your device in order to join. It is a free download and free to use. As a participant, you do not need to create an account. If you get stuck, feel free to reach out for help.
Sydney – 19:30 Sunday 27th September
London – 10:30 Sunday
USA EDT – 05:30 Sunday
USA PDT – 02:30 Sunday
Edit: Just a quick edit to say that I received my eProof from IS at like 03:00. I have just approved it and ordered my print copy proof! Omg I can’t breathe!!!!!!
I hope to see you there!
As a writer, if you haven’t already, you will one day inevitably experience the phenomena that is known as Writer’s Block. In a way, it is a right of passage in the literary world; it’s something we love to complain about on Twitter and use as an excuse for procrastinating.
Here is what Wiki has to say:
Writer’s block is a condition, primarily associated with writing, in which an author loses the ability to produce new work or experiences a creative slowdown. This loss of ability to write and produce new work is not a result of commitment problems or the lack of writing skills. The condition ranges from difficulty in coming up with original ideas to being unable to produce a work for years. Writer’s block is not solely measured by time passing without writing. It is measured by time passing without productivity in the task at hand.Wikipedia, 29/8/2020
The above article goes on to mention a number of factors that can stop a writer – physical injuries, little or no inspiration or new ideas, distraction from writing and so on. While these are all valid reasons for not writing, I wouldn’t class these as writer’s block; these are barriers to writing. Several writers I follow on Twitter have struggled to write due to the pandemic and the nightmare that 2020 has wrought upon the world, which shows that our environment and stressors also play a role in productivity.
I’m not talking about barriers though. I’m talking about when a writer is some way into their WIP (work in progress) and hits a wall. Hard. There is no way to move the characters, no way to back track, or to twist and turn. You’ve hit a brick wall and broken the proverbial axle, and now you can’t move.
So what should you do when you come across a crudely drawn wizard blocking your path, and you can’t progress your story? Here are a few methods I use. Note: this is what works for me. Every writer is different. The trick is to find what works for you. I don’t think it matters whether a writer is a plotter or a pantser; either way, the creative flow has been blocked and needs a good flush.
It’s not like we don’t already question ourselves every sentence, right? When I hit a wall, I sit back and ask myself questions like:
“Did I just add in drama that wasn’t necessary?”
“Was that even remotely realistic?”
“Am I rambling on about nothing?”
“Is this chapter working, or do I need to scrap 5k words and start over?”
“I’ve already written 50 traveling scenes. How can I make this one different without going over the top?”
I spent almost 2 days writing a chapter set within the city of Karatha in The Lowest Realm. In the original scene, a militia patrol rode through the town and searched the inn where my heroes were staying. I had them make this totally ridiculous getaway from the city, involving a large explosion and lots of unrealistic magic use.
I hit a wall. I walked away and came back to it, then deleted the whole thing. The entire scene was turned into an R&R scene (complete with some love-making wink wink), and paved the way to the next chapter. It also gave me a chance to delve into a little backstory.
Whether you are a plotter or a pantser, you still need to have some idea of the story in mind, and a way to keep it on track. Some people choose to write scenes out of order and all over the place (which is fine if that’s what you like), but at the end of the day, the scenes/chapters need to be connected to each other and be relevant. I like to make a chapter list with a one or two word prompt for what will happen, and make sure I’m not straying from the path.
Ch 1. Visit the king.
Ch 2. Library.
Ch 3. Drama
Whatever keeps you grounded and on the right track. This can also help with identifying plot holes.
This probably sounds ridiculous, but check your muse!! For me, my muse is music. I can randomly stumble upon a song which makes my brain explode, and I am suddenly able to write for hours, days, weeks, months, with just that one song on loop. I found this cover of Springsteen’s I’m on Fire by Mumford & Sons, and it pretty much gave me the super powers needed to write The Lowest Realm. Without this song, it still would not have been published.
Right now, my muse is broken. I have used her up, drained her soul, and I have been at a loss. I have found a 30 minute mix that has been keeping me focused, but to be honest, it has been a struggle. I have been listening to all sorts of music to try and find my new muse, but it could take a while.
This last week, I’ve been faced by my wizard scribble, and to be honest, I was once again hating where The Darkest Realm was at. I managed to cheat my word count goal by restoring around 3k words that I had removed in the rewrite, but after that point, I was stuck.
What do we do if we have lost our muse – or don’t yet know what our muse is?
Inspiration comes from the strangest places. Yesterday, I was beta reading a story for a friend. As soon as I read the words “leather jerkin”, I had a powerful wave of inspiration – that has nothing to do with leather jerkins, mind you (10 points for thinking ‘jerkin in the jerkin’ lol). I have totally just created a new element to The Darkest Realm, that ties in with my back stories, my forward stories, and the overall story as a whole.
If you have seriously hit the wall so hard that you’ve given yourself a concussion and can’t write, that’s when I suggest you put your project aside for a day or three, or maybe a week. Watch some movies, read a book, go for a walk. Give your brain time to air and reset itself. If you have looked at it from all possible angles, asked all the right questions, maybe your story idea is just not ready to be written yet.
I got to 20k words in the follow-up of Catalogue of Disaster, and hit the wall. After doing all of the above, I realised my idea didn’t have enough juice to make it a full story. When I sat back and thought about it, the plot does have potential, but it really wasn’t strong enough to write an entire book. I still have that half-written story, and will probably make it into a free short story in a member’s only section of my site down the track. But for me, I realised it was time to let go and sit it aside. I did this 18 years ago with The Lowest Realm, before I had my awakening.
Writer’s Block is being unable to write due to issues within the writing, such as a blocked muse pipe, or issues in the plot plumbing. They can usually be fixed by analysing one’s work, and diagnosing that problem.
Barriers are things such as stress and the environment around us (AKA pandemic), physical barriers such as illness/injury, broken laptop, lack of inspiration.
Whatever is stopping you from writing, just know that you can (and will!) overcome it. Remember that writing is like putting together a jigsaw puzzle. Sometimes it just takes a bit of time to get the pieces aligned the right way so they slot in perfectly.
Happy writing, my frens xx
Lately, there has been a lot of talk about the identity of the author and what they’ve written–and indeed if they are qualified to write them. What’s…The Demons Within
I came across this post by one of my fave authors (who I see as a good friend), and decided to reblog with my own thoughts on the matter.
Before joining Twitter, I lived in my own little bubble, writing the stories I love with characters I identify with most. I was never out, not even to myself until sometime during the last 12 months.
When the ‘Sasha’ scandal rocked Twitter, and it was discovered that a dude was pretending to be a lesbian (and subsequently sexting with a bunch of women, manipulating them. Urgh!!), a few of the authors I looked up to Tweeted that people writing queer books should be queer, or include a disclaimer in their books stating that they are cishet or something to that effect.
This led me to feel that I’m not ‘queer enough’, and pushed me somewhat out. I felt like a imposter – people see the name ‘Amy-Alex’ and assume Amy = woman, therefore, I must be cishet bored housewife, profiteering off fetishising M/M relationships. How dare I write about gay men, when I myself am not a gay man.
This couldn’t be further from the truth.
There was then the mention of pen names, and a few peopole voiced strong opinions against those, too. ‘They are misleading!’ They said.
No. They protect those of us who have professional jobs, stalkers, and all sorts of reasons that the writer has no obligation to justify. I work in a place which involves children, I hardly think some of the parents would appreciate some of the content I write.
Authors are under no obligation to announce their gender, sexuality, or even their true identity. Ever.
I have no problem with cis people writing queer, so long as they represent the community in an appropriate way. Some people don’t realise they belong to the community until after they write their stories. Everyone’s journey is different, after all.
It’s also never ok to out others without their consent. Ever.
There is so much I could go on to say, like the fetish circles that leave fake 1* and 2* reviews on legit queer authors, just so they can draw readers across to the cishet written stuff. At the end of the day, though, I’m not here to get caught up in the drama of Twitter and other social media sotes.
I’m here to write whatever the hell I want to write. I write first for me, and secondly for my readers.
I am not here to out myself, either. It’s no one’s business how I identify, who I’m attracted to, or who I’m married to. Yes this is a pen name, and no, I am not obligated to justify this.
Howdy! I’m still in denial that it’s September already. I have roughly 3 months to pen The Darkest Realm – deadline is 14th December and I’m feeling a little stressed about it, to be honest.
I’m sure I’ll be ok. I’ve chopped off even more, and I’m down to 18,909 words. I’ve changed my outline and have given it a more feasible backstory.
I’ve changed up Yger a bit too. I’m hoping she will start playing nicely with our boys from here on.
My upcoming book is just about to be sent to my proofreader, then I’ll be free to do the internal setup and organise the cover. It’s all happening!
In my private life, I have managed to roster myself back to 4 days a week, which gives me 2 days for solid writing and a rest day (though I’ll probably write on that day too).
Due to restrictions in Victoria, all parcels being sent to the state are experiencing delays. I had a slight glitch affecting my emails a week or so ago, so if you haven’t received your tracking number, check your spam folder, and feel free to reach out too.
AusPost is experiencing delays. If you have not received your tracking number, check your spam folder or send me an email / dm on Facebook.
Don’t forget I have a few events coming up.
Cover and title reveal: 27th September. I will do a Facebook live video and unveil my book.Pre-sales will launch.
Online book launch: 27th October. Once again I will do a live video for the above mystery book. All preorders will be automatically released that day.
It will be my first time doing such an event, so it’s a bit scary! It should be fun though 🙂
Until then, take care my peeps!
Time for another update! I’m a bit excited – I have finished self-editing of my WIP (work in progress), and I have just sent the manuscript out to two of my beta readers. These betas (who ‘test drive’ the story) both beta read Catalogue of Disaster for me, so I’ll be interested to see what they think of this installment.
I have also commissioned an artist to draw an illustration for the front flap of the book, which I am super-excited about. Previously, I have always used an animal that features in the book, but this time it will be an image that is key to the story line (not giving any spoilers!)
I have come up with the title finally, but shhh, I’m not telling anyone what it is yet! You’ll just have to wait for the big reveal! Get excited for this one!
Cover and title reveal – 27th September.
Official publish date – 27th October.
I have added a tracker widget to display my word count for The Darkest Realm. Seeing as I have already written around 20k words before I shelved it, it will take me a little bit to read through it, cut out chunks, and restart it. I will do my best to update the tracker each day as I write, so you can watch my progress.
If browsing the site via computer, it will show to the right of your screen —–>
If browsing using a phone, you’ll need to scroll allll the way down my ramblings to the bottom where the widgets are displayed.
My schedule is somewhat packed for the next few weeks, but I will try and keep you updated with teasers and snippets.
Stay safe everyone, you’ll hear from me soon!
Today I have been playing around with the website. I have added some sub-menus so I can keep the header neat and tidy, and introduced a Lore section for The Miscreant. So far, I have uploaded the maps from book 1 in both pen and digital colour. Over time, I hope to add in things such as pronunciation, character bios, etc. to help give that extra level. I used to love reading interviews with my fave characters, so hopefully I can do something cool like this too.
I would love to add a fan art section…if only I get fans some day who wish to draw my characters!
I have also added in a section for Marsden Park, and have posted about my inspiration for the library and the series. When I get around to it, I might even draw up a floor plan, as it has been pointed out that I didn’t describe the library much in Catalogue of Disaster.
Homeless Affair still needs a name. It is 2 chapters off being finished, though I have been stuck on a single scene for a week. Hopefully I’ll get through that tonight.
In the meantime, today I purchased a Square reader and dock, so at my future book launches, I’ll be able to take card payments! I am so excited about this.
Today, I have been able to upgrade my website to allow an integrated store right here on my site! This means no redirections to other websites, everything is kept in one place, and is super easy to use. It is powered by Woo Commerce, which is one of the most trusted e-commerce sites.
This means I can run my own promotions and hand out coupon codes for discounts, and add new books as they are published. It allows payments through PayPal (my fave) or Stripe, which allows the customer to use their credit card safely and securely.
This also means that customers can create an account and will have their own cart and checkout screen, to help keep everything professional and clean. I have waited almost a year to finally take this step (websites are expensive, especially to have an online store), so I am super excited!!
To celebrate, I am offering 20% discount off paperbacks until August 1st! Use code 20JULY20 at checkout to take advantage of this offer.
Much love, AAC <3